Day 113

Posted by Erin Bowling on

Today's Reading:

Psalm 81
Psalm 88

Psalm 92
Psalm 93




The final line in Psalm 88:18, “Darkness is my closest friend,” was a raw ending. The psalmist was vulnerable and blamed God for his suffering. There was a strong echo from the psalm to the book of Job, where all the psalmist could do was plead his case to God.

You are not alone when you carry darkness or heaviness. Just breathe. The raw, unabashed pain in the psalm can bring comfort to others whose troubles make them cry out at their lowest moments. God hears our prayers, even if they feel unanswered. You are seen, you are heard, you are loved, and His presence is with you.

The psalmist felt buried alive; God’s wrath was heavy on him like waves, with no light at the end of the tunnel. This echoed Job, who felt unjust in his suffering, where his loss and torment seemed to be a target of God. Here are a few examples from Psalm 88 and Job where they focused on the same ideas:

  • Friends shun me (Psalm 88:8) / Friends forsake him (Job 19:13-19)
  • Hide Your face from me (Psalm 88:14) / Job pleads about God’s distance (Job 13:24)
  • Pits of darkness (Psalm 88:3-6) / Job’s despair (Chapters 3, 7, and 10)

Neither the psalmist nor Job turned away from God forever. They took their complaints straight to Him. It was an honest lament that through God’s grace, we trust He can handle our darkest hours. May you, too, have quiet comfort in the troubles you are facing. When life feels like Psalm 88’s waves of wrath, keep crying out to a God who seems distant but is never truly absent. When has “darkness felt like your closest friend? What brings you comfort when darkness feels overwhelming?


 

Psalm 81- This psalm was about worshiping with joy and urging obedience to God. It was associated with festivals such as the Feast of Trumpets or Tabernacles, where people were called to praise God with music and instruments. Then Asaph said, “Sound the ram’s horn” (the trumpet), which was used to start the festivals per God’s command from the time of Exodus (Lev 23:24, Num 29:1).

God spoke directly: “I heard an unknown voice” (verse 5). This was God’s voice from the Exodus era, “unknown” to the Israelites, as they had been unfaithful. He reminded them of how He removed the burden of slavery from Egypt for Israel. God warned them not to worship foreign gods, as only He is their Lord. Trust in Him alone. If only they had followed, He would have removed their enemies and blessed the Israelites with “honey from the rock.”

Psalm 88- This was DARK and considered to be the darkest psalm in the Bible. It was about real-life struggles. An anguished prayer for the overwhelming suffering and a cry for the sense of abandonment by God, as he felt close to the grave. The psalmist, Heman the Ezrahite, stated that even his friends shunned him. His eyes grew weak, yet he still called to God each day, asking, “Can the dead praise God from the grave?” Despite everything, he cried to God every morning (verse 13) with the feeling of being near death since his youth. The psalm ended without any hope, just a statement that darkness was his closest friend. In real struggles like chronic illness, isolation, unanswered prayers, and feeling blamed, there can be a feeling that God caused this. All he could do was plead his case. Yet he never stopped turning to God in prayer.

Psalm 92- This was a joyful psalm of thanksgiving and praise to God that the righteous were flourishing with His care. In today’s reading, they “sandwiched” the dark psalm between two joyful ones. This was a psalm for the Sabbath (Friday from sundown to Saturday nightfall after the appearance of 3 stars, about 25 hours). Proclaiming God’s love in the morning and His faithfulness in the evening, which linked with the sacrifices or prayer times.

The wicked, who acted unjustly, opposed God’s morals, harmed others, and lived in rebellion, were God’s enemies. They were senseless fools who lacked God’s understanding and ways. They sprouted like grass but were shallow-rooted and quickly withered away. There was a blessing to the righteous that the wicked were only temporary, and God had victory over them. The righteous would flourish because He was their Rock.

Psalm 93- This was a short psalm to celebrate God’s majesty and sovereign reign. The seas lift up waves, symbolizing chaos or threats, but the Lord was mightier than the thunder of water. God has power over chaos; therefore, it proves His trustworthiness and unchanging character. The psalm ended by saying God’s statutes (His testimonies and laws) are also trustworthy. He is eternally holy.


Today's Discussion question: 

When has darkness felt like your closest friend? What brings you comfort when darkness feels overwhelming?

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